sick and tired

Ive had enough of home life. I'm also sick of not having a job and waiting for a response of if I get a particular job. I woke up this morning stressed out of my brain and miserable but I found a way of dealing with the stress. I have this drama queen character living in my house or at least in the back one. I will call her DQ for short. She wont let me talk to someone about how I'm feeling if no-one else in the house wants to listen to me, she's making suggestions that I'm a snob because she's too gutless to call me one and she points the finger at me for everything.

Someone once said to me that if you point the finger you have three fingers pointing back at you.
I'm not perfect but I get pissed off when people point the finger at me if I have done nothing wrong. I try to make a dinner......not good enough, I try to wash dishes in a fast and efficient way....not good enough. The fact that she's connected to someone in my house gives me a disadvantage because that person takes her side ALL of the TIME! I didnt have breakfast this morning because certain people wouldnt let me get any sleep, so I had to rush to my job network. I'm having coffee with milk in it so it will have to do for now.

I just dont see why I have to live with people who dont appreciate me or what I try to do for them when I'd rather live with my adopted uncle or my boyfriend both of which appreciate me and adore me. I'm sick of getting woe is me lectures from miss drama queen and your bullying me from another person who lives with me. And no I'm not running away from my probs by staying at my adopted uncles place I'm getting some space so I'm not driven crazy by these people and I wish I could stay away forever. because the rest of my family including my adopted uncle and my boyfriend, appreciate me more. They listen to me and they dont call someone a snob just because someone doesnt want to use their dishwashing liquid at that particular time.

So yeah I want to stay away from DQ for as long as possible because she doesnt deserve my company.

ON top of this crap at home I'm getting bad days at jst and It looks like I cant see my boyfriend for 2 weeks.

SO THAT IS WHY I"M SICK AND TIRED!!!!!!!

:'(

SEZ