I am the sez

here is a nice story about me

the sky then only he would have the key to her heart and there would be no security guard. Ronan would protect her heart.
One day a small hiccup happened. after a few times seeing Ronan, Ronan got carried away. For once Sandra had her eyes wide open. She would not get carried away again unless it was meant to be. Ronan and Sandra were kissing. But Sandra thought she may have given Ronan the wrong message. Because she kissed his neck. Ronan was gentle though and Sandra took that into consideration. Ronan's hand slowly drifted to Sandras left breast. Despite how much she loved it she knew that she had to be careful, therefore it had to end. She didnt want to reject Ronans intense affection completely so she moved his hand slowly back to her back.
Embarresed they ended up talking about it and Ronan felt guilty. She didnt want him to feel guilty though she just wanted to know if his intentions were pure and not completely focused on sex. Ronan didnt just want to have sex with her..........this wasnt just casual dating this was love and from that moment on Sandra knew. She just didnt know when the right time to say I love you was. but even though what ronan did at the time was not right at that time she did not want ronan to feel guilty.
Sandra modestly did know she was beautiful, but the way most people in society interpreted that as was sexy. when most guys looked at her they thought " mmmm sexy piece of arse at ten o clock....I'd tap that!" they didnt have to say it but as far as Sandra was concerned actions were louder than words.
when Sandra was just 13 a 14 year old boy looked at her and licked his lips. He truely wanted to delight in the pain of her hymen breaking while he could get one more notch on his bedpost. Sandra was not completely aware of this kind of attention and she did not know how to react. this boy sexually assualted her. felt her up under her clothes and insisted on her playing with parts of him that her young mind went "eeeewww gross!" at because she was not ready to have sex and when he made it clear to her that he did not love her she wished she were someplace else. she felt dirty and disgusting....it wasnt till she was older till she really realised what had happened. She knew that she was Ronans girlfriend and she knew that he really did care about her, he was just as afraid as the L word as she was.
One day sandra had to go for a small trip to sydney because her great grandma was dying. she called her big nan. Ronan went with sandra to the airport and when no-one else turned up to say their goodbyes, Ronan stayed with sandra. No boyfriend that Sandra had before ever stood by her like that when no-one else could make it. that day Sandra knew that nothing would tear her and ronan apart.Ronan was also the first to see her when she returned and Ronan was the first to let her know that she was very missed. Sandra never felt so loved in her life. She knew for sure that if she ever lost ronan she would die inside and she would be crying for years........she would never stop loving ronan and she knew he would never stop loving her.
Sandra had a weird sense of humour. she put up a group on facebook called big dongers lolololololololx1000 and she was afraid that that would upset ronan. but it didnt coz he got her sense of humour and he understood her better than people who had known her all her life.
when she watched medium it reminded he of her and ronan because they are a strong married couple on medium. and even the strongest of hardships still havnt torn them apart. Ronan said to Sandra often that she was everything to him. one episode of medium joe dubois said to alison dubois that he wouldnt let anything happen between his workmate and him because alison dubois meant everything to him. this made sandra cry with joy because it reminded her of Ronan and how much he loved her. She knew that she could count on the dubois' to be her role model couple that will always love each other and never break up and that nothing will ever come between them. She knew then that nothing will ever come between Ronan and her.