Wednesday, November 17, 2010

My babies, nothing can hurt me. will let nothing hurt me



I planted some chives today and watered all my plants including my chives and my new potted colour whom I named violet. she is a tiny purple and white flower and I talk to her. She is a good listener. Sometimes I just need a listener and sometimes I need feedback about things. I'm doing ticketing and admin tomorrow from 9am till 4pm. got a bit of a sore throat and a cough but I can touch it out tomorrow since my additional bad lower back and tummy went away. I do not want to cancel anymore shifts because of this stupid sickness I got from stress and lack of sleep. Grr might have to take on more shifts so I feel like I have helped out with the feast to the full extent that I can. I have had alot of upsets lately that have come from a certain part of my family that want to make my life a soap opera but I am trying not to let it get to me. I am a mature adult and I don't need to participate or let that get to me, it's petty and I can move on and not let it bother me. I can't wait to get the rest of my stuff.
I also bought some gardening gloves today because they were on special for $1.50 so I thought why not. I am creating my own home here at my new place by growing a garden here and taking lots of photo's here to show that this place is my home now therefore this is where I spend the majority of my time.

Home is where the heart is, home is where you are safe, independant and free to be yourself and this is what I have made of this place.

Now and then I get insecure from all the pain, I'm so ashamed.
I will let nothing get in the way of my dreams! I am beautiful no matter what they say....words can't bring me down!
I am beautiful in every single way so don't you bring me down today!

You should be able to articulate your dreams in a new way, and thus bring them a little closer to reality.--On the front of a book

I will walk with
xxSez

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