I can say anything here about Mish and Dad here and I don't feel afraid to do it. In the past I hid posts that were about fights with Mish or Dad. Like the one where I was being sarcastic about the dishwashing liquid fight with Mish. She made such a huge and unnecissary fuss about cleaning the dishes with Dishwashing liquid. She didn't need to. She could have just asked me nicely to do the dishes using dishwashing liquid and advise me that dishwashing liquid is better at eliminating germs than plain hot water. I hated her and didn't respect her when we were fighting and each time we had an agrument I had more things about her that I just couldn't forgive her for and I trusted her less. She controlled everything even my relationship with my Dad and drove my Dad and I further and further apart. Even Though my Dad and I use to fight alot we had an equal and normal father and daughter relationship and spent time together but when mish moved here she was very dependant on my Dad and they spent all their time together. Even when they started having a long distance relationship my dad hardly spent time with me and spent most of his time calling her at home and going to internet cafe's to do webcam chat and calls to her. I got my Dad back briefly a little bit when Casey (My Exstepmother) left but it didn't take long for dad to find Mish and have a relationship with her.
Here are more official reasons as to why I am moving out.
The family situation is not working out for me. Mish has conditions for everything including rules she has for living in my own house when she doesn't live there she lives next door. I told mish I don't want to be family anymore and that makes it awkward for me to live there. I never had a stable home life which made it difficult for me to concerntrate on my school work and I was so use to being dependant on my dad as a child and the security it brought that I never properly grew up and they wanted me to stay in the position of a child so that they could have the family that they wanted together, mum, dad, and child. I never wanted that. I never even wanted mish to move in next door and for a bit she lived with us in our house and I didn't want that either. I liked mish more before she moved in with us and then next door. At a time I did want to have a stepmother but then she controlled hers and my relationship and my dad's and my relationship. Whenever my dad and I argued she joined in the argument and took dad's side. that was not right of her and when I told her something personal about me and trusted her to tell our councellor those things responsibly she told our councellor to ask me questions about myself that were false because they were things that she saw of me that weren't true so in the end she humiliated me by doing that but I kept my mouth shut because I wanted to keep the peace and I didn't want to believe that was true but it is. So yeah I could come up with more reasons why I'm moving out which is a reason in itself. It's difficult but I'd rather live by my own strict rules then by somebody elses twisted ones. you know what I mean. and yeah it is very difficult. I miss my dad and my cats heaps. and my bedroom and my shower and my tv and my heater. it's hard but it's the right thing to do because my dad's and my relationship went downhill when mish came into the picture and I know that my dad's and my relationship will get better once I live away from him.
I don't know if my relationship with my Dad is fixable since he decided to kick me out after I decided to move out even though that was Mish's idea. Point is my dad chose Michelle(his gf) over me and he's let casey abuse me and then said he was sorry and wouldn't let another woman abuse me again but he lied because he let Mish abuse me. I can't trust my dad anymore, he lies about whispering to mish in the background and he denies that he stole my phone charger. My dad once was someone I could trust over my mum and most ppl, but now I trust everyone else over my Dad. So many ppl know about how they have been treating me and so many people have helped me through this mostly ppl they don't know about.
point is I am happy away from home and I am happier without them right now. I want them to stay away from me. Dad can stay away from me for as long as it takes for him to realise what he has done is wrong and Michelle can stay away from me forever. I do not want to talk to her and I want nothing to do with her, ever!
I am finally free of them :)
and now I can be a normal person
....well mostly normal!
cheers
and
love
Sezzy
