kay. I just found out from Travs blog that he is still with Trav and she's moving to melbourne to move in with him....I was like ok...then. I kinda knew that she may have visited him in melbourne already. So Um I think theres good news there somewhere. He says she tolerates his weirdness. well of coarse she's a good cool kind of weird :) I always liked her I just think she didnt get the chance to see the kind of person I really am. If she knew that I didnt want to steal her man and that I didnt know he was going out with her at the time than maybe she probably would of liked me. I have that ben lee song come to mind now....this line from the song is banging on my mind(LOL) ' I wish I could say that everyone was wrong' what Trav said to me was true and what his friend said to me was true. I guess I was just too young and naive to understand. But at least I can admit that I am wrong so I guess that shows I'm not really that stubborn after all. Anyways the fact (and Trav and Tess if your reading this you might wanna skip a few sentences coz you might not wanna read it) is I guess that because Trav was the first man I ever loved I kind of had a bittersweet feeling about this news. Coz they seem like soon enough they are going to get married. even tho if they dont believe in that legal mumbo jumbo(which I do believe in even tho I am calling it that) they could have a permanent partnership. But yeh It kinda a little hurt to hear that. But the thing is I think Tess is fantastic and well she puts up with his "my carreer is number one and your number two" syndrome that for her sake I hope he gets over soon....and he can be a bit immature. but If she can put up with that and if She really loves him......(which I think she does :) ) than I'm am truely very Happy for both Trav and Tess. Coz well Trav and I were meant to be friends all along and I'm with someone who loves and puts up with me like Tess loves and puts up with Trav. And Rowan (my boyfriend) wants to move in with me after he leaves home and he wants to share the bills and responsibilities with me and He wants to marry me and have kids with me :). and we wanna get kittens too :) lol Rowan is my husby like Tess is Travs Wifey :) lol. but yeah. I'm happy with Rowan so it doesnt really bother me that Tess is moving in with Trav its just what happened back when he was in Adelaide that never should of happened. we should have been friends. And dont worry Tess nothing major happened between me and Trav, I lost my virginity to Rowan. So in Conclusion.
Everybody is happy which is how it should be!
And I wanna say congrats to Tess and Trav and sorry but I think Tess rocks more lol Jokes you both are cool especially together like me and Rowan are. :)
And well the next chapter of my story :) I cant wait to see Rowan on Sunday and maybe I might get to visit him while he is at work tonight.
I love Rowan with all my heart and I will never leave for anyone not even Trav. But yeah....I dont have feelings for Trav anymore. It's all in the past and.....Hey this has cheered me up....u know my conclusion and Travs good news has cheered me up. Its all good!
anyways I cant wait to see my Rowy boat and give him kisses and cuddles. (oh and by the way Rowan knows about the Trav thing and he understands coz he went through the whole thing with another girl. But Its just me and Rowan now and It always will be)
YAYYYY! Rowy Boat.
Peace out
A-Town lol
xx LaDy SeZ
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