Working citizen of Australia

That's right! I have my first shift tomorrow at 4pm at kfc. I am so excited. I have to take out my nose piercing tho but I'll put it back in after my shift. Also my bf has this whole week off from school because at his school he has work experience and He's doing his work experience in the school holidays.
I hope I get to spend time with my bf this week before my formal. Next week is my formal. which is going to be sooo much fun. I am soooo excited about that to and the show and getting my first pay. I have to find my other purse to find my key card. I dont have enough money for my dad for fathers Day but I wanna make something real cool. In fact I think I just got the perfect Idea.

Xx Sez

KFC Chick and Environmental Protector

I now have a job at KFC. It's not a job that I plan to have for my whole life but I plan to stay in it for a long time. Supporting myself while I try to get my music and artwork out there. I am very excited about starting. I will have a uniform, pay rises, discounts and I will be doing a traineeship which will make sure I dont fall out of employment and back me up with qualifications if I ever decide to switch jobs. I know alot of people who work at KFC and alot of people who work there I have noticed are friendly, happy and enjoy their job and I plan to be one of those people. I plan to be the best I can be.


I am now also an environmental protector. I have joined the wilderness society. So I can help keep this world beautiful. I can work an average (fun) 9-5 job and also protect and care for the environment. I've already sacrificed every other meat (meaning I dont eat it anymore) besides chicken and fish and I have put myself up for volunteering for the wilderness society whenever I am not working for KFC.

also I have fun events comming up that I get to share with the sweetest guy on earth, my boyfriend. I have my formal which Im taking my bf to and I am going to the show with my bf.

I also have finished my work prep modules at my job network which means I dont have to keep comming in to my job network anymore.

So that means I can work my hardest to get money So Rowan doesnt have to pay the full price for his formal ticket.

I'll sacrifice $30 I was saving for the show to pay for Rowans tickett. because I have to pay for the formal sooner and the show goes for 2 weeks. that would take the stress off. Maybe I can pay 40 instead of 50 and then Rowan can pay 35.... 35 is wayyy better than paying for the whole 75 dollars it would cost for him to go. coz I have heaps more to pay for and I'm sure Rowan wont mind. coz Rowan just has to hire a suit. I have to get a dress, shoes, earings a necklace, colour my hair and do my nails and then I have to pay for my tickett, So I'm sure Rowan will understand. Putting the cost aside I am sure Rowan and I will have a heaps fun time.

Xx Sez

I got to see my Rowy boat

yesterday I got to see my Rowy boat. I got Rowy cuddles and kisses and Rowy and I went to glenelg beach and watched the sunset. It was amazing and beautiful even though I payed more attention to Rowy since we hadnt seen each other for a month. I want to see him again soon because one day was not enough. I want to see him at least once a week. I miss my Rowy boat again and I am soooo glad I got to see him at least once this week. Everyday I spend with him is sooo romantic and feels like heaven. He makes me feel appreciated and loved and I hope I make him feel that way too. Coz he is my shining star...My rock and I only care about if we treat each other right and I only want to make him happy when I'm with him. He only wants to make me happy too. He really cares about me which is especially special to me because nobody I have ever been with or been on a date with cared about me and supported me, they neglected me and abandoned me.

Centrelink was mean to me today. as well as my job network for dobbing on me.

cya
xxSez

Cant believe it's not butter!!! F*kn Posers!

I cant believe Cash converters wanna buy my phone off me for 15 bucks when I paid 89 bucks for it! F*kn Posers. There's no way in hell that I would be stupid enough to sell my phone for 15 BUCKS! wtf? hopefully I'll get to see my Rowy Boat Tommorrow. I feel crap and tired and I dont know how I'll get enough money in time to go to the show with Rowy. I havnt got a job. Kfc didnt hire me and I need some money badly. I guess I have to sell some of my books to get quick cash and get a good amount for my phone by advertising in the trading post. I AM NOT PAYING 15 BUCKS FOR MY MOBILE PHONE. I kinda feel lonely coz it seems like Chloe doesnt give a fuck about me anymore, Todds busy and it seems like my new friend jess is too. Dad and Mish are hanging out together tonight so I'm gonna be home all alone. I guess I can try to get some naps and Rowys calling me tonight so thats something. I hate my F*kn Job Network ASK Employment. They suck and all they want to do is inconvenience me and push me around all the time. F*k them. I'm tired and I'm not in the mood for bullshit right now....so no-one piss me off or they'll get whats comming to them...Jokes. No-one could ever make it worse than it already is.



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xxSez

new news :D

kay. I just found out from Travs blog that he is still with Trav and she's moving to melbourne to move in with him....I was like ok...then. I kinda knew that she may have visited him in melbourne already. So Um I think theres good news there somewhere. He says she tolerates his weirdness. well of coarse she's a good cool kind of weird :) I always liked her I just think she didnt get the chance to see the kind of person I really am. If she knew that I didnt want to steal her man and that I didnt know he was going out with her at the time than maybe she probably would of liked me. I have that ben lee song come to mind now....this line from the song is banging on my mind(LOL) ' I wish I could say that everyone was wrong' what Trav said to me was true and what his friend said to me was true. I guess I was just too young and naive to understand. But at least I can admit that I am wrong so I guess that shows I'm not really that stubborn after all. Anyways the fact (and Trav and Tess if your reading this you might wanna skip a few sentences coz you might not wanna read it) is I guess that because Trav was the first man I ever loved I kind of had a bittersweet feeling about this news. Coz they seem like soon enough they are going to get married. even tho if they dont believe in that legal mumbo jumbo(which I do believe in even tho I am calling it that) they could have a permanent partnership. But yeh It kinda a little hurt to hear that. But the thing is I think Tess is fantastic and well she puts up with his "my carreer is number one and your number two" syndrome that for her sake I hope he gets over soon....and he can be a bit immature. but If she can put up with that and if She really loves him......(which I think she does :) ) than I'm am truely very Happy for both Trav and Tess. Coz well Trav and I were meant to be friends all along and I'm with someone who loves and puts up with me like Tess loves and puts up with Trav. And Rowan (my boyfriend) wants to move in with me after he leaves home and he wants to share the bills and responsibilities with me and He wants to marry me and have kids with me :). and we wanna get kittens too :) lol Rowan is my husby like Tess is Travs Wifey :) lol. but yeah. I'm happy with Rowan so it doesnt really bother me that Tess is moving in with Trav its just what happened back when he was in Adelaide that never should of happened. we should have been friends. And dont worry Tess nothing major happened between me and Trav, I lost my virginity to Rowan. So in Conclusion.


Everybody is happy which is how it should be!

And I wanna say congrats to Tess and Trav and sorry but I think Tess rocks more lol Jokes you both are cool especially together like me and Rowan are. :)


And well the next chapter of my story :) I cant wait to see Rowan on Sunday and maybe I might get to visit him while he is at work tonight.

I love Rowan with all my heart and I will never leave for anyone not even Trav. But yeah....I dont have feelings for Trav anymore. It's all in the past and.....Hey this has cheered me up....u know my conclusion and Travs good news has cheered me up. Its all good!


anyways I cant wait to see my Rowy boat and give him kisses and cuddles. (oh and by the way Rowan knows about the Trav thing and he understands coz he went through the whole thing with another girl. But Its just me and Rowan now and It always will be)

YAYYYY! Rowy Boat.

Peace out
A-Town lol

xx LaDy SeZ

relief and friend neglect

phew! my bf's friend doesnt like me in that way. he was just jealous that he didnt have a girlfriend.

problem solved!

now a friend of mine is neglecting me. she's with this guy that she's been with for three weeks now and in that time she hasnt wanted to spend time with me. She's been spending every second week with this guy and she doesnt want to spend time with me even to get my things back, till monday. She's spending today and all weekend with this guy. I only wanted to hang out with her and her bf 1 day and only for like 3 or 4 hours because i have nothing to do and I want my stuff back. But she doesnt care. When I had only been going out with Rowan for 2 or 3 weeks or even less, chloe was bored and lonely and had nothing to do and even though I just wanted to spend time with just Rowan and I, I let chloe tag along because I'm a good friend and I let her tag along twice and she wont even give me the light of day. I dont want to talk to chloe right now and I'll only see her to get my stuff back after that she cant count on me to spend time with coz she is being selfish and doesnt give a damn about me anymore. Her new boyfriend is her world and theres obviously no room for me anymore and I'm sure she's neglecting her other friends too. I wouldn'y be suprised to find out if they are pissed off with her to. Obviously I mean nothing to her. And now I'm upset and pissed again. I'm going to forget now and I know Rowans gonna make my week a whole lot better and I look forward to seeing him on sunday.

xxSeZ

in a bit of a pickle lol

I think a friend of my bf's has a crush on me. basically he's waiting for my bf and I to break up. when he saw my bf and I cuddling he got jealous and just walked ahead. i just thought he was jealous because my bf has a gf(me) and he doesnt. But he was jealous because he wants me instead of my bf having me. I dont really care the fact that he lts just that it seems like he doesnt respect that I'm with his friend. I guess I have to be careful what I say on laserchat now. coz i know this guy thats my bf's friend that likes me is a member on laserchat. so I cant say anything about bein a fan of daniel radcliffe or talk about any other guys and I have to make it clear that I will never leave Rowan for anyone. I will never leave him at all. Rowans my sweetheartand my angel and i will never let him go. He supports me, cares about me, protects me, respects me and loves me. I would be stupid to ever let him go!!!!!!!!! so there :p

xx Sez

weird article (gys will be guys I guess)

‘Harry Potter’ star Daniel Radcliffe is happy to have sex with girls who are only interested in him because of his fame. The 17-year-old actor insists he is too young to settle down and is keen to take advantage of any groupies he has.“Girls who want to go out with me just because I’m famous has never been a problem. I’m 17. I don’t care. Obviously, if I wanted a deep and meaningful relationship then I wouldn’t want to be going out with somebody who is only with me because I’m an actor, but if you don’t a relationship like that then it’s fine.”If a girl calls him Harry though, he usually wouldnt stay with them.“People do call me Harry. I once had a friend call me it by accident. If there’s another person in the room called Harry and somebody shouts their name I do respond slightly, which is embarrassing. But no one has ever said it in the throws of passion. That would be the end of that session. Go now!”what do you think of that?!?!